Stuff i wrote

Some of the stuff i wrote in the last month:

1)
...that the clouds all gathered in the sky for me...
that the word was out...that we weren't free...
that a million smiles could die if only you smiled...
Coz You and I...we made a hole in time...
and i stare at it...wishing i could find...
the lost thread that bound our hopes... in hopeless submissions, in dreams sublime.


2)
...of what my memories disowned but the darkness kept alive,
i have been full of empty so long...so long my life! I can't keep you inside!

P.S. Both are incomplete *sigh*

Both sides now

"Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all"

(Have been listening to it endlessly since last night)

...just trying to look at love from 'give & take'...I'm so confused...because nothing's lost yet...but I see signs...and I'm not sure if they are real or imaginary...and no one can help me know the difference...I guess, such things we have to figure out ourselves..... and I hope I see and think clearly...and I hope 'clouds', they, do not get in my way...because I'll pack my bags and leave if they do...and do what I'm best at...letting go...;)